Comfort zone: Apathy

I’ve spent most of my life pushing my luck. Defying the rules. Taking skewed paths. Conquering “uncomfortable” became a norm for me. Over the years it became a regular thing to be interjected into surreal and uncomfortable situations. Interjected then turned into running right into those situations on purpose. That was my job. And I […]

Man of my dreams

I had to sketch the prick in my nightmares that grabs my legs and jerks me out of my bed. This morning though, he got me good. I had my back turned and I knew someone was there.And like a weirdo, I always tell my REAL self that I’m only dreaming and nothing will happen […]


This time of year is so draining. It’s not just the heat. It’s the heart. It’s the mind. Its the profound memories. It’s the things you have no control over. The insights. Certain times of years remind you of what you lost and/or what you let go of. Things happen that open your eyes wider […]


The contrast from one event to another is very interesting in the first responder world. I feel it has a huge part to do with acute stress that first responders build. This is just one example of the 1000’s I’ve had. It was the latest. I would love to hear others from any first responders. […]